Thinking More

Once an elder tell me a thing: "When you are young, don't only want to grab the money. You must pursue the dream you attempt to have." I agree this point, but I more believe the point will kill enthusiasm soon. The more my heart dose constructive actions for my dream, the more frustrations I will get.

Of course, I can take many reasons to comfort me. I can tell myself it's a process before the victory is coming. The most important thing I need to think is my ability. Those failure perhaps tell me I can't do it. It will be good to me if I give up.

A friend encourage me. He said when people cultivate a skill, just keep doing it. It will return rewards some day.

I hope so. I really need an answer about the victory date.

The Studio We Create

A studio which was created by my three friends, a boss and I is gonig to earn money and have good reputation. But in this period I chose to leave. Yesterday my boss found me ask some questions. He asked me how I treat this studio. When this moment I felt he known my heart is not there. Because my work bad and one of three friends made great progress. So I told the truth. My dream is being a pop music artist. I can't concentrate on the studio. In conclusion, I will quit in June.

The big reason let me leave was working in the studio has no salary. If I must create songs unit I success, I need a job which could supports my life. So next thing I need to do is finding a new job when I graduate.

I pray The God let my success be coming soon.

The waiting is the suffering.

Recently

After these days, I feel I really love to stay alone. Although I could ignore the eyes from others, or when I need to speak I can tell everything directly.

But I know, I cherish the alone time.

Because the time is coming, I could do any sport in the house, sing out strange melody and sound, surf the net I don't want anybody know. Even the clothes all off, and running around in my room. The most I favorite thing is playing PC games and watching online TV.

I live step by step. Gradually I know a point more important than a dream or a good jpb.


this is eat.